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Friday, June 4, 2010

Week 27 for our itsy bitsy spider

Hey Everyone! I need to take a picture and post how funny I look with this little belly I have. Looks like I have a little cantelope in my tummy! It's so much fun, pain and fatigue and all. I feel so blessed after all the heartache that we've been through to be truly pregnant at this point. I still can't believe that I'm actually going to bear a child myself. I feel so ready to do this, even though I had no idea that it could even happen. I love being a mom. I love my children and I love my husband. I love my friends and how much I learn from all of them. I learn about myself, my flaws, my strengths and how blessed I really am all through the people I love. The people I don't care about or respect, I give very little attention to. But it's the people I love that I really listen to and through them, I desire to be a better person. As I love my children and my husband more, I really am forced to look at myself and see what I can "fix" so I can be the mommy and wife that they deserve. That means me stepping up to the plate, making every minute quality time, it means me working on my weaknesses and being honest about them....I love playing pool and I love entertaining people, so it's really important that I continue to work on getting my act together so I can have it all, my career and my family.....Thanks to all of you out there.....I feel so fortunate and I love you.....